Aaarrgh...!!
What's wrong with me? I feel a bit strange than my ordinary. Is there something wrong? Let me check. And the result is: I was getting crazy! I know it's looks excessive,but however, I feels like someone are trying to test my patient. Guess who.
Everything is started less than half of years ago. I ask one of my friend to become my girlfriend. She accept me then. At that time, I feels like I was brought to the heaven. And now I realize, it's not the heaven where she take me belong, it's the hell instead.
Everything are got fine with our relationship. But not for long time of course. You know? Nobody is perfect,right? I guessed it should be fine if we go out secretly. Secretly you know? Or I think it's well-known as "backstreet". Yeah. Some kind of that. And we are live in distance so it was a "Long Distance Relationship". You know guys? Those two kind are the worst relationship ever. Both person need to keep the other's feeling without sacrificing his/her feeling. But I and her was still an immature teenager, so we can't manage to do it well.
Many problems come to our relation. Of course it's happens because I have many female friends, and she have many male friends too. It doesn't matter for me as long as both of us can keep each other's feeling and always honest to the other. Once again, it's just for me, not for her. She was a rock-headed girl. She doubt my feeling and she never told me her problems. It's a problem for me for sure. A few of her close cousin who know our relation were those who told me her problems. When I know it,I ask myself. "Why don't she told me by her own?". But it's always happen and happen again. Til this time.
Less than two months ago, we have a serious fight. Fool me. I made her parents know our relation. Her mother provoke her to break me up,or leave the house. You should be know her choice. She chose her parents of course and broke me up. Every time I ask for explanation, she never answer it. And a few days ago she told me the reason. I ask for a resolution but she never give me that.
At least, I feels like her friends are trying to avoid me. Is there something wrong? Of course there was. I just wanna know what, and why? We may have a problem, but involve the others? It's very bad. And I hate anyone who make me lost my friends. Whoever he/she is, and whatever with our relation. Congratulations, girl. You just made it succeed.